this is my first official blog post; i'm so excited. yayyy !! i already have a lot of things i want to write about, but for right now i don't wanna rush everything, so we will be posting gradually...hopefully. i didn't realize how much of a perfectionist LOSERRR i was until making this blog omg. i always knew i was a bit off, you know, but as i was making this, i was getting physically overwhelmed because i needed it to be perfect, and every time i looked for inspo, i just felt like mine just wasn't good enough because people had mansion doors that opened into theirs, dress-up games, and movie theaters like, HOW do you even do that ? i kept adding things to mine, hoping it wouldn't feel so inferior, but i think the more i add to it, the more i will feel like it will never be enough, so at least for right now, i'm happy, maybe more like content, with the way it looks.
when i had planned this, i wasn't thinking it would be so elaborate (i didn't know you'd have to code and all that TT), but of course i had to try when i saw everyone else's, even though this is just for me. at least i tell myself that, but part of me hopes that other people will find this and maybe enjoy it as much as i do. i mean, i would be lying if i said i didn't want people to see this after i put in so much effort lol. idk either way; i just hope i use this as much as i hope i will. i'm literally always talking AND writing, so there's like no reason for me not to lolz.
when i had planned this, i wasn't thinking it would be so elaborate (i didn't know you'd have to code and all that TT), but of course i had to try when i saw everyone else's, even though this is just for me. at least i tell myself that, but part of me hopes that other people will find this and maybe enjoy it as much as i do. i mean, i would be lying if i said i didn't want people to see this after i put in so much effort lol. idk either way; i just hope i use this as much as i hope i will. i'm literally always talking AND writing, so there's like no reason for me not to lolz.
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| larping this being my bedroom... ( •̯́ ₃ •̯̀) |
i think, or at least hope, that i was able to capture the vibe i was going for pretty well. i wanted to go for a childhood bedroom vibe, but the content is full of someone who is almost 20 years old (ahhhh...but that's a blog for another day) and is forced to go through adult situations and emotions and just kind of has to figure it out like everyone else. i want it to look like the little girl who collected dolls and plushies grew up and still brought them with her.
rooting for us,
nix
omg i TOTALLY understand how u feel, especially with seeing other blogs with a lot of cool things. i'm slowly getting my blog to look how i want, but yours has that exact vibe you were going for, for sure one of my favorite blog sites <3
ReplyDeleteseeing other blogs is both inspiring and discouraging TT yours is def so cool tho, i LOVE the vibe. also THANK YOU !! thats so nice <33
DeleteNo literally this was me wen I first started creating my blog. I didn't know exactly how I wanted my layout to be or theme, and it wasn't helping i was seeing others blog wishing I could get mine like that. Luckily, I found my style (I had a lot of styles in mind) and build from there and although my blog isn't fully completed yet how I want it to be it is coming out well. Same how yours is very cute and I just love it its so unique!
ReplyDeletejust followed your blog, i LOVEEE the vibe so much !! i think it looks so cool so far, i was actually gonna go for a similar vibe for mine before landing on this one so im a little jealous lol TT but yay TYSM !!
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