Tuesday, September 29, 2026

dear stranger,

hiiiii !!! i know i have a small about me profile on here and my carrd linked, but in case you didn't see it or want to know a bit more about me, i figured i would do a small get-to-know-me ! i'm going to try to mention things that i haven't already, but if i do restate something, then i'll add a little more to it.

my name is nix; i just turned 20 (#hag). i'm a college student; you'll definitely see me complain on here about school a few times. i'm mexican american, and i speak english and spanish; feel free to communicate in either !

p.s. i mainly go by nix and she/her, but i also go by lluvia and he/they, so refer to me as you see fit !

things that make me, me...

i am nothing without my ships. seriously. i love edits, both making them and watching someone else make one so good that i have to stare at my screen for five minutes afterward. i have loved quizzes for as long as i can remember, which is why there was absolutely no way i was making this blog without putting one on it. i love reality tv in that very specific way where i know it's probably terrible for me but i simply do not care. i'm constantly chasing the high i felt from watching antm for the first time. i also do a british accent an absolutely concerning amount, to the point where sometimes i accidentally get stuck in it and have to consciously switch back to my normal accent. maybe that's why i love jude bellingham so much... #hmmm

and i love people who care. bring back chalance dude. what happened to people who gaf ?? everyone wanna be so nonchalant nowadays, but i genuinely think the person who cares always wins.

currently...
  • listening to: letter home - childish gambino
  • watching: physical 100 mexico
  • thinking about: arda gΓΌler
  • reading: ao3 narusasu fic
  • trying to: finish fixing this damn blog layout, finish my schoolwork, and and and so much
i have three main sections on this blog all about slightly different things, but the overall message of this blog is, "and then i was okay." no matter what i've gone through and how genuinely destroyed i might've felt, i'm still here, and i'm trying to do better.

the girl in the margins: this is about feeling invisible; like no matter what i do, no one sees me for who i am, and maybe even that no one ever will. it's a little ironic. i think this whole blog is about wanting to finally feel seen, and still i'll write about being invisible.

a growing pains diary: this is about all the complicated feelings that come with growing up. becoming an adult while still feeling like a little kid, figuring things out as i go, and trying to make peace with the fact that i don't actually have everything figured out yet.

passing thoughts: this is for any little thought i have that feels worthy enough to be on this blog. things i hated, things i loved, people who irritated me, people who made me happy, random observations, tiny rants, and whatever else happens to be taking up space in my head. mostly for when i don't feel like writing a whole essay lol.

i hope you think of me when you see him
anyway, that's me, i think,
nix

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